It’s to the point right now where I’m literally working so much that any time I get away from my desk must be spent with Maggie. I feel guilty otherwise. So I get these three hours each night after she goes to bed for “me time”, and I just wind up working.
Working for a better future for my family, working because of the expectations I have set of myself and have asked my clients to set of me as well… I have to figure out a way to balance it out even if it means that I don’t take on quite so much business, I suppose…
So therefore I have truly come to the realization that it is time for me to learn to say no. I know this might sound amusing to some of you who know my “I am going to speak my mind regardless” attitude, but it’s true. I’m literally incapable of saying no to anyone who requests anything of me. And while it may seem like a genuinely sincere and fantastic thing… It’s slowly tearing me apart on the inside.
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